Ex-Members

There are ruined things in the town of New Dutchess, New Jersey. A hotel that was never finished; a train line that never came. This is the town that Åsa Morgan thought she’d leave behind; this is the town Virgil Carey couldn’t leave. It’s the town where Dean Polis started writing songs, and the town where something awful fell from a building one day. It’s where the band Alphanumeric Murders got their start, and where a series of tape recordings reveal the troubled history of the band and the lives of its members.

Ex-Members is a novel about punk scenes, old secrets, and hometowns that stalk us and break our hearts despite our best efforts to escape.

A Small Press Distribution Fiction Bestseller

Finalist: Big Other Book Award for Fiction


“Tobias Carroll has crafted a touching, quietly devastating novel about the triumphs and tragedies of chasing your dreams with your friends. From embattled architects, to punk rock innovators and unlikely web scammers, I’ll never forget the layered characters in Ex-Members or the singular marks that they leave on their forgotten corner of northwest Jersey.”
– Chris L. Terry, author of the novels Black Card and Zero Fade

“From an orchestral noise performance in an Upper West Side church to the re-union of the Alphanumeric Murders—their seminal hardcore band in early 90s New Jersey—the forlorn characters in Ex-Members look back on the meandering and meaningful paths they took through each other’s lives. Tobias Carroll is our patron saint of reminiscence. Something more authentic than mere nostalgia, Carroll’s prose finds its way to the inside of those moments that are so fleeting yet profoundly shape who we become. A love letter to underground music scenes everywhere. If you were there, you know. If you were not, let Carroll’s lucid and layered prose show you what it was like, one snapped guitar string and sweaty scream at a time. An achingly beautiful novel I didn’t know I needed until now.”
– Jarret Middleton, author of the novel Darkansas

Featured in the Chicago Review of Books’ 2022 Book Preview and a Millions “Most Anticipated” for August 2022.


Astrophil Press, August 1, 2022

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“I don’t know that much about New Jersey punk music in the 1990s, way more than before, of course, but I can appreciate the confidence it takes to write a novel composed of false trails. Whole lives are lived as such, Ex-Members suggests, characters defined by memberships long lapsed. It could be worse, the novel also suggests, and there’s always the hope for a reunion.”
Joe Sacksteder, Big Other

Ex-Members is gorgeously rendered, a book that hits with the immediacy of punk and, if you want to dig deeper, offers boundless ideas to contemplate long after you’ve put it down. I look forward to reading it again.”
Mike Faloon, Razorcake

“By honing in on a particular subculture, Carroll is able say something universal about often invisible and insignificant ties that bind us to one another.”
Dmitry Samarov, Maudlin House

“Fans of Jennifer Egan and Jenny Offill will enjoy this kaleidoscopic novel that revels in the drone of past dreams while still hoping to discover new melodies in the future.”
– Jesi Buell, Rain Taxi

Ex-Members is a New Jersey book. Its New Jersey-ness runs off the pages. Do you remember those early Kevin Smith movies? Ex-Members feels like New Jersey in the way that Smith’s movies felt like New Jersey.”
Matthew Binder, StatORec

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